

Abuse meHow can you hurt me so much? Scar me and abuse me? You tell me it's okay, I'll live I forgive you and run into your arms like a lost child chasing a dream Marks are carved into my skin for every time my eyes cried for you, but my heart is locked in a cage only you can open. I'm stuck in purgatory and you won't save me. I thought I was special... Now I've just become another of your ragdolls, Used and empty. You'll be the end of me, m'dear You'll breathe new life into me and I'll be happy, right? Please let your lies intoxicate me again, please?Abuse me


Guilty?Who am I? What am I? What's consuming me? It's this giant void of emotion, swirling around in my head-space and it is as if I just reach out and grab one (an emotion) by mere whim. It consumes me until its nauseating effect wears off, then I'm more raw than before. Left standing there, waiting for a easy, positive emotion to float past so I can quickly grab it and hold it tight to my chest.Guilty?
I'd fold it deep into myself until all that is left of me is a shell. I'm broken beyond repair, hurriedly tumbling down the rabbit hole in a feeble chance at escape. My head is turning, bright patterns- a sickening kaleidosco
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r o m a n c e [&&] c i g a r e t t e s.
My drugs have never been sweeter
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I love you so, my little dog. I miss you too. You were more than a dog, you was my friend, my sister.
RIP~Pebbles 5/23/09
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r o m a n c e [&&] c i g a r e t t e s.
My drugs have never been sweeter
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I love you so, my little dog. I miss you too. You were more than a dog, you was my friend, my sister.
RIP~Pebbles 5/23/09
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